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Chapter One [12 Feb 2009|01:10pm]
The sun had started to rise just over the houses within the little gated community called Lakefront Estates, and it seemed to catch a bit of a warmth that peered through the slits of the blinds that seemed to filter through into the bedroom.

It was this morning sunshine that seemed to keep the young woman from being able to sleep any longer. She rolled over to look at the clock to see what time it was. Nine fifteen. Well, she slept longer then she expected to at any rate.

Sitting up in bed she stretched out her aches within her lower back when she heard a knock on the door, seeing her grandmother peek her head into the room. “Good Morning Jaden.. You up for some Eggs?“ she asked her.

Jaden nodded a little, “If you feel like making them sure, thank you.” She thought for a moment before she looked back at her grandmother, “Jason had to work the early morning didn’t he.”

Her grandmother nodded her head a bit, “He left you a note by your dresser, apparently he isn’t working too late so you guys could go and get the grocery shopping done today.” she told her, referring to Jaden's twin brother who was not in the house. As she shut the door she said in a slightly louder voice, “Ill be right back with the eggs…”

Jaden shook her head a bit to get rid of the cobwebs in her brain as she got out of bed, running her fingers through her short dark brown tresses. She was not what you call super thin. She was your average bodied woman. A lot of people used to tell her that she was absolutely beautiful, but she didn’t really believe it 99 percent of the time. Her high cheekbones were flushed with her sleepiness as she yawned, and went over towards the dresser to pick up the note:


Jewel-

Working from 5am-11am today, so I should be home in plenty of time to be able to go shopping with you for Grams. Sleep in and be ready when I get home, or I’ll find the ice again to get you out of bed.

Love,
the better looking Hosten ;)



She rolled her eyes at the ice threat. “Oh please..that doesn’t work with me, its what I have to use on you brat…“ she mumbled out loud to herself as she folded the note and put it in the one box that she kept all her notes between the two of them.

Going over to her closet, she picked out the simplest of outfits to wear today. Her favorite pair of jeans and her black tunic shirt. She was always one for looking simplistic, but eclectic in her own way. It was just her style. She dressed how she wanted to dress.

“I probably should get a quick shower, it’d probably help to wake me up just a little…“ she mumbled aloud to herself again as she dropped the clothes on the closed toilet seat and prepared herself for her shower. Turning on the hot water, she stepped in, and let the waters warmth penetrate every aching section of her body. It was days like this she felt the way she was catching up on her age. Especially when she was prone to all the negative energy that seemed to permeate through her life.

After getting out of the shower and getting dressed, she was towel drying her hair as she looked at her computer screen that was up. It wasn’t but a few weeks ago that she had been given the advice by her councilor that she had been seeing that keeping a blog -- or some sort of journal would help her with sorting through her emotions when she needed to write down her thoughts. Jason had told her about half their friends out of state and from their old hometown were on this one particular blog site. So with much coercion, he got her to create a journal name of whistlerr -- based off of their favorite movie, Blade Trinity.

Taking a moment, she logged into her personal blog account, and sitting in front of the keyboard for a long moment, she stretched her fingers and began to let them play across the keys as she typed.


Let's see.... what or where should I start with my life and what I’m doing here within this new journal that I’m keeping? There's so much I could start with....

Well, for starters, my name is Jaden Alyssa Hosten. But most people just call me Jade. I'm 26 years old, and i moved from Marian, New York to the sunny state of Florida in the City of Angels Haven. Trust me, living up north with your family then making the change is something that's hard to come by.

Now why do you ask why we made the change? Well let me tell you.....

My mother had lost her job, and our father decided to pack us up and just move everyone, including my grandmother to Florida. The benefit is that we'll be near my older brother Gabriel who is down here. The bad thing is my family and I were giving up all we had up here.

And my family? Well, it consists of my mother Angelica, whose one of the strongest women I’ve known in the world. I also have a wonderful grandmother, named Aubrey Martin. If youre curious, Aubrey is my mother's mother.


I mentioned about my older brother Gabe: he's four years older then I am -- I also have a twin brother named Jason. And in case you’re wondering, we are in fact identical twins, though people say they cant tell. We may not look 100 percent alike, but we've got that bond that most twins share, which is something that is impossible to break apart.

Now, the only other one I haven’t mentioned about is.....



A sudden sound of breaking glass was heard out in the hallway, followed by the sounds of a man screaming and carrying on about things in the living room. Jade tensed up tightly as soon as she heard it, as she bit her lip hard. "Great..." she mumbled to herself, "He's here."

She debated on if she should be going out into the living room. When it came to her father carrying on like he was doing, she knew to stay away. Why? Because she was his test subject. She was always the one who found to be the martyr for him. It was nothing the boys did wrong, the boys were fine in his eyes. But with her, it was another story.

She heard another crash as she got up and crept out of her bedroom, hoping that she was going to avoid the Chernobyl.

"JADEN ALYSSA!"

Oh no.

She turned her heel slowly as she saw the fuming face of her father stalking towards her, "Why the hell haven’t you done any sort of yard work for your grandmother?!?!" he screamed as he got up right in her face. "You are so useless and pointless, I don’t know how the hell your grandmother puts up with you!!"

Angelica bit her lip hard as she watched her husband start to wail off on their daughter, and she mouthed to Jaden He had a bad day... She hated to let a lot of this continue, but she knew that when it came to Michael blowing off steam it was better to let it just continue and not push it.

Jade felt a twinge of anger and frustration shoot through her system, "I'm sorry Father, I didn’t realize working 40 hours a week to help grandma get out of the debt we're stuck in at the moment with Jase counted as doing nothing." she said respectfully, but in an incline to sound like she was being defiant.

Michael Hosten glared at his daughter and with a swift motion of his hand, he smacked her HARD across the face. The whole room was in a mere standstill for what appeared to be a brief moment, even with Gabriel who had just walked into the room and witnessed the inital slap.

Without so much as a mere thought flying through his head, Gabriel Miguel Hosten reacted out of instinct. Running towards their father, he proceeded on tackling him. The action caused their momentum to roll them both away from where Jade was standing.

Jaden literally fell back, trying to catch her footing just as she saw Gabriel tackling their father and holding him down. He could see the fury blazing in her elder brothers eyes as she bit her lip hard.

The room was abuzz now with all sorts of people yelling at each other, between Aubrey and Angelica yelling at Gabe to get off Michael, to Gabe and Michael having it out with words on the floor. Jaden stood at the back corner of the room with her hands over her ears, trying her best to block the screaming out of her head. She hated when her family got like this. She absolutely hated it.

Gabe held his father down, trying to force his entire being to not want to slug his father right there, "How many TIMES are you going to pull this same bullshit?!?!" he seethed through his gritted teeth. "I NEVER.....want to ever see you TRY...."

He was stopped short when he felt the slender hands of his baby sister grasping onto his shoulders, and the deadpan voice as she spoke, "Leave it Gabe.....let's just go...?" She pleaded, not wanting to see any more fighting happen in front of anyone right now. She was still feeling the stinging pain of the slap radiating through her now crimson flushed cheek. She wasn’t sure if he'd haul off and punch their father, but she prayed her touch would recoil him and make him get up and they could just leave.

Gabe thought for a long moment before he finally climbed off their father, and got up and put his arm around Jade's shoulders and walked out of the house without so much as a word. He knew that he had to half respect his father, and in a small regretful way he regretted jumping on him.... but when it came to their fathers reaction to Jade, he couldn’t just sit there and let their father beat the hell out of her.

The moment Jade and Jason were born, they were considered precious treasures to Gabe. He became more of their guardian as well as their brother. He loved his baby siblings and teasingly called them treasure names. Jaden was his "Jewel" and Jason was the "The Lure" -- being he had just as a hot temper when it came to protecting Jaden, especially when he could Lure people in with his unique and odd personality.

As they started to walk away, Jaden thought she almost saw their mother silently chewing Michael out for what he did as she heard Gabe say to their grandmother, “When Jason gets home, have him call my cell and meet up with us okay?”

Aubrey nodded and kissed Gabe on the cheek, before lightly touching Jaden’s burning face, “Get her out of here for now Gabriel… get her mind off of it.” she whispered quietly.

Gabe nodded silently in understanding to her, and guided Jade out of the house. He put her in the passenger seat of his convertible, and just revved up the engine, pulling away. The two of them sat in silence before Gabe reached over and took a hold of his baby sisters hand, giving it a reassuring squeeze - reminding her silently that he was right there with her, and he wasn’t going anywhere.

It had been at least a half an hour of them driving around before Gabe’s cell phone rang and he hit his on-star button to answer it, "Hosten...."

"What the hell happened this time?!?!" the shouting voice of Jason came over the speaker phone, "I just drove by the house and grandma told me to call you. What's going on? Is Jade with you? Is she okay? He didn’t touch her did he?"

Gabe sighed, "Killer, calm down okay? Before you get in an accident. Listen, just meet us at Lake Marsh near the benches. Also, if I find out that you were driving recklessly in that Mustang, I’m taking away the damn keys, ok? I mean it..."

The two of them heard the pissed off sigh that came from their sibling before he dejectedly agreed, "Okay Okay Mr Pain in my Ass.. just be careful with her and i'll meet you guys down there..."

"All right... later." he pushed the button again to silence the call, then looked back at Jade before putting his eyes back on the road.

When they got to Lake Marsh, they parked the car and just sat there for a long moment. Jade got out of the car silently first, as she leaned up against it with her arms wrapped around her waist. Gabe got out as well and moved to go around to meet up with her, but was taken by surprise when he watched her fling herself into his arms, and felt the wetness against his T-shirt.

Her tears.

Sighing quietly, he wrapped his strong arms around her and just held her, letting her cry as she had to. Seeing his baby sister shed any tears over the continuous bull that she had to put up with from her father was enough to make his heart break. There wasn’t much that got to Gabe, but seeing Jaden in any sort of pain, drove him up the wall.

"Jewel...." he muttered in a soothing tone as he ran his fingers through her hair, keeping her as close as he could. His other free hand ran up and down her back in a gentle manner- a little trick he used to use when she was little. "I’m sorry I snapped like that, but I told you... that son of a..." he stopped, knowing he shouldnt swear and carry on like that, "...jerk tries laying a hand on you...."

"I know..." she said as she sniffled before leaning back to wipe her eyes, her voice teetering between uneasy and okay. She looked up at Gabe as she sighed, "I've been doing good enough to just ignore him, but I cant take when he's just seeming to be getting progressively worse.... ripping on mom..... blaming ever single thing going wrong here, and I’m just trying to help Jase and Grams get the bills paid because that idiot keeps spending, so mom has to keep borrowing from us to survive...."

Gabe shushed her again as he held her closer, "Listen, I don’t want you to make yourself worry about what stupid things that jackass is doing, and Mom knows I’ll help her as much as I can. But I want you to just try to enjoy and make your life the best it can be, you hear me?" he cupped her face in his fingers, before brushing her eyes to get rid of any spare tears, he found himself smiling gently, "I want my little Jewel to be able to do nothing but sparkle, not grow dull with the weight of the world.."

Jaden couldn’t help but weakly laugh as she bit her lip. Her big brother was the one she always turned to when she needed advice. When it came to simple questions all the way down to guy issues. If Jase couldn’t help her, they called Gabe. Gabe was their knowledge and protector. "Gabe....." she tried to interject.

He put a finger up, "I mean it! that's an order." he then poked her chest teasingly, before cupping her chin in his hand, "You know you and Jase mean a lot to me... I love my two treasures."

Jaden smiled weakly through her misty eyes, "I know....and we love you brat." She muttered before she wrapped her arms tightly around him and hugged him as strong as she could. She was burying her face against his chest, drawing on his strength he gave her right then and there.

The moment between older brother and baby sister was cut short however just as the nearby sapphire blue Mustang came to park near Gabe's. Jason came out of the vehicle, jogging over with a look of pure anger and concern flashing in his eyes.

"Okay, what the hell happened?" he exclaimed as he went over to Jaden, touching her face to see the red mark still visible there. He then turned to Gabe, "Okay, can I kill the bastard yet?"

Gabe shook his head, trying to give a very light smirk as he ruffled his little brother's hair, "Listen to me you little killer shark, get in your car, and we're heading to Jensens. Jewel is deserving of a little splurge treatment by her two bodyguards."

He blinked in surprise at him, before he shook his head to clear his thoughts. "Yeah yeah okay. I'll meet you there." He looked over at Jaden for a quick moment, caressing her good cheek as he said in a low voice, “You up for it Jewel?”

Jaden nodded quietly as she held her brothers hand to her face for that split moment, “Yeah.. I’ll see you over there.” she promised Jason, looking at him to reassure him she’d be fine on the ride there.

Nodding, Jason looked up at Gabe for a moment, “The one over on Sunrise?” he asked him, making sure which Jensen’s coffee shop he was referring to.

Already having moved and in the drivers seat, he nodded to his baby brother, “That very same one. So hurry up and get your butt in the car and we’ll see you over there.”

Unable to hide a smile forming on his lips he started to jog back to his car, as Jaden got into the passenger seat of Gabe's vehicle. “Yeah yeah I’m going! I’m going!” he yelled as he hopped over the door into the drivers seat, just as the two cars pulled away.
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Chapter Two [12 Feb 2009|01:05pm]
Jensens was quite busy for that particular afternoon. More then likely it was the local college kids getting out of their classes for their afternoon fixes. Jade noticed that it was probably one of the many corporations that had to be doing really well for having such a monopoly in today's society. However the fact she was semi anti-corporations....she couldn’t fault the fact that she was in love with the flavor of their iced mint-mocha when she really needed one.

Gabe looked over at his two younger siblings as he worked into his back pocket to find his wallet. "Stay here with Jewel here Killer, I’m going to go get what she wants." He then turned to Jade as he lightly tapped her under chin, "The usual, right?" he asked as he flashed her one of his million dollar grins.

Jade nodded slightly, her one side of her face still stung with the severity of how hard their father had smacked her. "Please." She leaned against Jason a little for support as she looked up at their older brother before smiling weakly, "Gabe…? Thank you….“ she whispered.

"Hey, what's a big brother for huh?" he said to her as he ruffled her hair a little bit before he got into position in line to get her drink.

After a long moment, Jade froze in place just as she felt her heart begin to seize up in a slight panic attack. She grasped at her twin brothers hand almost too tightly, as she tried to breathe slowly to ease the pain shooting through her body.

Jason had turned to look at Jaden when he felt something uneasy in the air. Seeing the expression on her face, he was easily being able to sense what was going on with her. He grabbed onto his twin with ease and supported her. He looked over towards where their big brother was and shouted over, “Gabe!! P.A. -- I’m taking her outside!“

When he got the reassured nod out of his brother, he carefully helped Jade out into the cooler afternoon air. Once they made it outside, he helped her lean up against the car. Moving himself in between his sisters legs, he took her chin in his fingers. "Jade, what are you feeling...?"
he said in a gentle soothing tone. He knew what to do when she's had theese panic attacks.. he had seen her through enough of them.

She shook her head, before giving him a weak half smile, "I’m fine Jase... I’m just really sensitive after getting worked up thanks to the sperm donor..." She felt the tears form in her eyes as she turned her head a little bit. When the twins said the phrase "Sperm donor" -- they were referring to their father.

He shook his head slightly, as he held his other half’s face within the palms of his strong but gentle hands, “I ain’t buying it sis.. I feel it in you. What happened last night? I know you didn’t sleep at all…”

Jade bit her lip hard. She really didn’t want to be the one to say it now -- especially after what had happened. This was an entire matter that really didnt concern either him or Gabe. But she knew that if she didn’t tell him, he’d get it out of her one way or another. “Jessandra IM’d me last night… “

This sparked curiosity within him. “Tony’s sister? What’d she have to say?”

Jaden bit down hard on her lip to the point where she was close to drawing blood. Tony was the nickname for their close friend, Anthony Marcus. Anthony and Hannah Bonnewell had grown close to the two of them for four years.. Even to the point where Jaden and Tony were in item for a little while.

It wasn’t until right around the end of September, did she hear from Hannah Bonnewell that Tony had died on a train wreck, heading back out to Los Angeles to visit his family. It was the big thing that threw Jaden’s life into a tailspin. She probably wouldn’t be alive today, if it wasn’t for the constant support and love from her two brothers. She was in mourning for almost two months of that time.

But it wasn’t until just last night… did she know the honest truth to the mysterious silence from Hannah and Tony for the last few months then on.

Jason knew the thoughts were going through her eyes as he tried to gently coax the information out of her, “Jade… what did Jess have to say?” he asked again, this time in a little more firmer tone of voice.

Turning her head to face her brother, she stared into his eyes before she mumbled, “Hannah is now seven months pregnant… with Tony’s child.”

There had to have been a million emotions that flashed through Jason’s face at that particular moment. Shock at the news that Hannah was pregnant… worry for Jaden and the news, hoping that it wasn’t going to throw her into another tailspin of depression, she really didn’t need that right now, and the purest of anger and rage. If he saw that bastard in hell, he’d be sure to give him what for.

Staying in between his sisters legs so that he could gaze at her, he kept her face in his strong hands, rubbing her jaw line with his thumbs. As he gazed into those eyes, his voice spoke gently, "Hey... He isn’t worth worrying about. Don’t even give that bastard a second thought again… even though I know how much you want to throttle him. Save that for me to do when I pay him a visit in hell." He leaned his forehead against hers, his eyes half closed before he whispered, "I don’t like seeing our Jewel so dull.. especially not over a douche like him. He'll pay for making the other half of me so upset like this."

Jaden watched her brother as he tried to calm her down, she just couldn't help but feel some part of the pain that resonated through her chest begin to ease. Jason just seemed to have that way about him... or perhaps it was just the bond they shared? She never truly knew. There were times when she'd be limping for no reason, only to find out that he'd twisted his ankle. Or when she put a rather good bruise on her arm, he would rub out his arm for weeks till hers healed.

Resting her slender fingers against his chest, she splayed them out as she whispered in a nonsense type stanza, "Pain go away, plague like within my other heart need not resonate.."

He chuckled under his breath as he used his free fingers to wipe the tears out from her eyes, "I think you've been watching Serenity a little too much again I think." he muttered as he closed his eyes, feeling her own fingers brush a tear away from his face that seemed to slide out without his knowing.

She smiled weakly through the tears, "Two parts of a same River... with Gabby Gabe for a Simon-protector..." She looked at Jason with tear filled eyes, as a tiny smile curled on her lips, "...but you're more my Simon." She whispered before she buried her head against his shoulder, her tears soaking a little into his shirt. She felt him rest his own head on her own shoulder, the two of them drawing upon each other for strength.

Just as the tears were slowly stopping, so did their big brother re-emerge with drinks in carrier, and passed them out as needed. "what are you two little troublemakers trying to plot against me now?" he asked with a teasing grin as he propped himself up against the car, taking a sip of his double whip mocha.

Jason grinned as he tried to give the look of innocence, "Oh us? you must have us confused with two other twins Gabe...." he lied as he sipped at his raspberry mocha iced.

Gabe then rolled his own eyes before he leaned over to ruffle Jaden's hair, "Your choice Jewel, what do you want to do before we head back?"

Jaden thought about it for a long moment, before she looked up at them, "Can we go down near the beach? I wouldn’t mind walking along the water with you guys.. Kind of like we used to when we were younger….”

Jason shrugged, "I’m game, but its up to our chauffer if he's up to the busing."

Gabe laughed, "Whatever Jewel wants Jewel gets remember Killer? C’mon, get your ass in the car and lets go."


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As soon as they were down at the beachside, Gabe and Jason walked together to talk for a little bit while Jaden walked on ahead, using Gabe’s camera he always kept in the glove box to take random photos of different things down at the shore.

“Did it last that long?” Gabe asked Jason after a long moment of silence as they watched Jade kneel down farther ahead to pick up a seashell she found, turning it over in her fingers.

Jason looked over at their older brother for a moment, wondering what he was referring to before he finally caught on, “Her panic attack? Nah…” he looked over to the side as he flexed his fist out of unconscious rage.

Gabe easily picked up on this and looked over at Jason for a minute. “Killer, what’s going on with you?” he asked, knowing that not only did he have to keep track of his baby sister, but his baby brother was known for getting himself into trouble.

Jason’s head shot up real quick before he looked at Gabe and took a deep breath, just to try and calm his nerves. “Jade told me Marcus’ sister got in touch with her to tell her the truth to why those two had disappeared off our radar…”

This really intrigued Gabe now, “Oh really now? What was going on with all that?” He really was curious. It had seemed like for a while that Tony really was interested in their little sister, and to have him suddenly fall off the radar before his untimely death just seemed a little too… odd to him.

Jason wasn’t sure if he should say something about it, but he took the shot, since he knew Gabe needed to be made aware, “…Hannah’s seven months pregnant with Tony’s kid.”

The same type of emotions that had gone through Jason’s face went through Gabriel’s at the same type of rendition. Ending with the anger flashing through his eyes, he mumbled in pure anger under his breath, “That bitch...” he said, referring to Hannah.

“That bastard.” Jason added on top of that, referring to Marcus. He sighed, running his fingers through his tousled hair, “I don’t know Gabe, I swear to … something that if I see that bastard in hell, I’ll make it the worst one he ever imagined for.”

Gabe nodded in agreement, at least the two of them were very protective when it came to Jaden. “But... You have to respect his sister for at least coming clean about it. Hopefully this will be something else that will help her get over that prick…”

Jason thought about it for a moment, and he had to agree with him. “You tend to think so much more grown-up then I do at times.” he said as he gave his older brother his childish, devilish grin.

Gabe grinned a bit and grabbed Jason from around his neck and roughly rubbed his top of the head, “That’s because I am older then you Killer…” he said with a joking frustration before he finally let him go. He cast his eyes over towards Jaden as he heard what almost sounded like a light laugh coming from the direction of their Jewel. He then smiled slightly, “I want you to keep your eye on her Jay. She’s going to need us more then ever, especially if he’s going to be getting worse now...”

Jason looked at his older brother with a look that read Come on… “You know I always will Gabe…I just…” he then stopped when he saw Jaden coming over towards them as he changed his serious look to a grin. “What’s up Jewel?”

Jaden grinned a bit as she held up the camera and snuck in between the two of them as she held the camera out in front of them, “Photo op! Cmon pouters, we need some grins!” she declared.

The two boys shared a look with each other before they smiled. Gabe put on his goofy grin type face while Jason gave his sister Bunny ears from behind as the flash went off.


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The siblings spent the entire afternoon into the evening, until they got a phone call from their grandmother that it was safe for the twins to come home.

Gabe got out of the Ecclipse as the twins got out of the Mustang, he went over to them and stood in front of Jaden for a moment. Gazing down at her, he said in a gentle, but commanding tone, “If he tries this shit again… you call me all right?”

Jaden stood next to Jason as she nodded up at her older brother, “…thanks again Gabe…for getting me out of the house.”

Gabe smiled as he leaned forward, and placed a gentle kiss on her forehead, “I love you Jewel.” he looked at Jason before the two of them did their secret handshake, “Take it easy tonight Killa, ok?”

Jason nodded as he then moved over to half hug his older brother, “You got it, drive safe home all right?”

Gabe got into his car again before flashing his million dollar grin, “You know it.. Behave you two!” he called out as he drove away.

Watching their brother drive off down the road, Jason wrapped his arm around his twin sisters shoulder as he said in a quiet voice, “C’mon Jewel... lets go inside.”

Jaden looked up at him with a nod, as she allowed him to lead her back into their house.
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Chapter Three [12 Feb 2009|12:55pm]



Sometimes I wonder what I'm going to do to keep my mind focused and going strong........

Its so hard to keep smiling when I’m trying to work as many hours as I am, and trying to keep our house going with Grandma and Jase. I just cant seem to keep us going.

We just barely get through everything and keep above water. The main reason
why is because we've been trying to help mom out. She just cant seem to get through things that were happening.

Dad came over today. And he slapped me hard across the face, just because i was being disrespectful. I honestly didnt think I was, but he didnt want to hear the truth.. so he really smacked me for calmly speaking back at him.

Granted, I was eternally grateful for Gabe and Jason taking me out to try and get my mind off of everything that transpired today. And I have to admit for a moment there it was working just a little.

I still find myself cursing the fact that I even let myself worry so much about the situation with Tony.. I mean, I should have realized that something like this was going to happen. Its just enough to put a blow to a girl’s ego without even thinking about it…

I guess it’s good that I chose the journal name Whistlerr. I really loved Abigail’s name. I always associated it with strength and willpower. And I guess perhaps deep down I have that somewhere. I know that our faith in God (meaning what my brothers and I try to hold onto) is a part of it, but sometimes I wonder where this strength I have comes from, especially when all it seems is like I’m getting stepped on by idiots and trashed by the sperm donor…




She stopped writing in her journal as she rubbed her face. She looked at the time to see what time it was. 12:59 am. She couldn’t sleep at all, not after what had happened earlier that day. She hadn’t even taken her pills yet.

Climbing out of her bed, the sounds of the random youtube video she had coming over her laptop she crept into the bathroom to go grab all her different pills. As she popped them in her mouth, she swallowed them with a swig of her raspberry lemonade flavored water.

She stood there, staring at herself in the mirror of her bathroom for a long moment, before she splashed her face with some cold water and patted it with a towel. She noticed that the reflection staring right back at her was looking more haggard then before she let out a tiny sigh. "I don’t know about you Jade...." she muttered aloud to herself, keeping mindful of her grandmother and her twin brother sleeping elsewhere in the house.

No sooner did she mutter to herself, did she feel and see a pair of arms wrapping around her waist firmly and watched as a messy brunette head falling gently against her shoulder. Feeling the weight rest lightly, she shook her head a little as she felt her lips twitch in a smile.

"Sorry if I woke you." she muttered to Jason as she leaned her head back, and rested it lightly on his shoulder.

He smiled only just a little as he ran his fingers through her hair as he mumbled lightly against her neck as he breathed in the scent of her perfume. Lovespell by Victoria Secret, it seemed to be her favorite as of late.. "Nah, you didn’t wake me." he assured her as he then propped his chin up on her shoulder, staring at her as they both looked into the mirror, "So....are you trying to put off sleeping so you can avoid the asshole and life all in one shot?" he teased, his voice taking that joking tone as he smirked lightly, trying in a vain attempt to get his twin to grin a little as he poked her side.

"How did you guess?" she mumbled back in a teasing yet mild sarcastic tone as she found herself unable but to smile just a little bit as she let one arm slip around behind her twin brother's waist, just as the other arm came up over and around them so she could tousle his hair just a little bit.

There was something just so calming when she was with Jason. It went along with their close bond that they shared. A bond such as this was quite typical with identical twins. And due to all the stress and other travesties that the two of them had been through, their bond was greater then most. People who just met them would probably think otherwise of them, but because they grew up together, it was very natural for the two of them to be so loving with each other.

True, sometimes drastic changes tended to make connections like that stronger, and for the two of them it just was exactly that way. Especially, when they were in Marian and hung out with some local college students. When Jade was the one who had gotten yelled at for them being out late, Jason always came to her rescue; stopping their mother from yelling then staying up with Jade when the tears finally fell after their parents left her alone.

Jade looked in the mirror and turned her cheek for a moment, observing the redness that was still there a little. "Bastard hit me harder this time..." she mumbled as she sighed, "Broke grandma's one glass too when he slammed the cabinet door." She looked down at the sink for a moment, before leaning back and rested her head against Jason's shoulder again, enveloping her chill of the negative thoughts into the warmth her twin brought for her, "I don’t know Jase.. I'm just getting so tired of this bull..."

He sighed, his lips touching lightly against her neckline as he took in a deep breath. He was just as frustrated and pissed off at the person that apparently they shared half of the alleles in common with -- the sperm donor as he liked to call him. He never really started acting like a father when they became of age. Gabe was the one who took care of them more then their own father did so. "I know Jay...I know." he whispered soothingly to his twin as he let go of her, and grabbed her hand. "C’mon..." he mumbled to her as he pulled her gently towards her bedroom.

It wasn’t uncommon that the two of them shared a bed at times. They used to do it all the time when they were children, because they felt more comfortable with each other then anyone else. It was one of those many quirks of having the connection. There were times when so many hardships took over their family, they drew on each other for strength. When their grandfather passed away years ago, the two of them shared the same bed for almost a year.

Jase fell on top of Jaden's bed, as he gently tugged her into the bed with him. Feeling her weight fall lightly against his chest, his body instantly tightened his hold on her. It was funny how sometimes he instinctively treated her as if she was a fragile vase that if he let go of it, would shatter into a million pieces. He wasn’t about to let that happen to his other half. No way in hell.

Jaden bit her lip and let out a little bit of a squeak as she felt Jase drag her down on top of him before she finally adjusted her body, leaning her entire form into the strong warmth that he offered to her. She leaned her head down against his neck, breathing in that familiar smell she grew so accustomed to. "You're wearing Calvin Klein again aren’t you..." she mumbled a little as she buried her head more against his chest, her dark tresses covering her face from his own. Jason always knew the right way to try and take her mind off the deeper darker pains that she was dealing with. “I wish you didn’t have to go out of town for a few days for work, couldn’t they find someone else to go for the new store opening?”

He smirked a little as he gently stroked her hair, whispering in a gentle voice, "Yeah....yeah I am.” he told her before he sighed inwardly. He didn’t really want to get away from her too far for too long. But, they both knew the aspects of the new jobs they took. “Hey… you know as well as I do that they need all the help they can get.”

Jade groaned inwardly as she shifted her head so her ear was able to listen to his heart beat from inside his chest. “I know…” she grumbled as she looked down at his free hand playing a little with her own against their sides. “But it still doesn’t mean that I have to like it..." she tried to move her hand away from his in their playing, but he grasped it tightly, entwining their fingers. "It just isn’t the same not having you there to back me up, you know?”

He shifted his head slightly so that his lips could lightly touch against his sisters forehead a little, “I know Jewel.. Believe me I wish I could stay too.“ he told her then he thought of something to tell her, “…Would you believe that I picked up my guitar again?“

Jade sat up a little so she could prop herself up on her brothers chest to look at him with an incredulous look spreading in her eyes, “No way… who or how the hell did this happen?“

Jason chuckled as he made her put her head back down against his chest, letting his fingers slide through the dark strands as he explained, “A friend of mine at the college heard me playing a guitar for the hell of it at that local music shop, and started to pester me here and there to just play with him with some random duets.“ he thought back a little as he continued to play with Jaden’s hair, “Actually… when I was frustrated at what I couldn’t or wasn’t able to do to help you… he was always there to talk me through it.“

“Which friend was this again?” Jade asked him as she poked at his open palm a little that laid face up on her bed. She was indeed very curious to find out which of his friends had been the one to get him to start doing one of the few things he enjoyed doing the most.

Jason looked up at the ceiling as he replied, “Jonathan Bannister. One damn talented musician if I do say so myself. I’ve watched that guy play the bass, the guitar and the piano. He could probably pick up any musical instrument and be able to play it almost flawlessly.”

Jaden listened to every word that her brother said, staring out into the darkness that seemed to surround them. “You know I’m glad you started playing again…” she told him honestly as she felt the tiniest of smiles creep across her lips. “You always were happier when you were sitting there, playing your guitar…”

Jason looked down at her a little, before he felt a gentle smile curl on the edge of his lips as he ran his thumb and forefinger down the side of her slender jaw line, “Just try to sleep Jewel... I'm not going anywhere tonight." he assured her before he accentuated that statement with a gentle kiss to the top of her head, reminding his twin sister that she was safe in his arms.

Jade did feel so exhausted. She hadn’t known what exhaustion was until after she had cried so many tears from their father, on top of the information overload regarding Tony and his disappearance. Her eyes began to drift closed as she mumbled a little incoherently. "Love you...know that brat...?"

Jason watched as she started to fall into a deep enough sleep that she wouldn’t wake up from as he kissed the top of her head one more time, "I know dork....and I promise you, that I love you more then that." he whispered to her, before he closed his own eyes, his own frustration and exhaustion was able to take him off to slumber land, calmed by the mere fact that he protectively held Jade in his embrace.
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Chapter Four [12 Feb 2009|12:40pm]
Though only a few days had passed, to Jaden it felt like eons. She hated being alone. It was never her strong point to deal with her father without her brothers close by. Jason was away for a major store opening, and Gabe went to Michigan with his new girlfriend for a vacation… so she was stuck alone.

Granted, they both were text messaging her every moment of the day, but it still wasn’t the same. She felt naked. But that was pretty normal with how she felt when she didn’t have anyone around her that was at all familiar.

But its not like she wasn’t used to it despite how much pain she felt. She really was one of those good suffer in silence types. She knew how to hide the pain from her lips and her face…. But not always from her eyes. Some people, including her brothers all said her eyes were her definite gateway into her emotions and soul. One look and it always told you everything.

But she never would talk about it, or rather…she couldn’t. She was always finding it difficult to bring up her issues to anyone but her two brothers. This to a degree labeled her strange to most. So much the better. Most others didn’t understand her way of focusing on certain things as it was.

It was harder in Angels Haven. She felt that inner torture even more so. As if she reached out to touch something, it would either retreat or she would end up killing it by just touching it. The only thing she knew were a safe pair of arms around her and even now she didn’t have that….

Especially over the situation that happened with Tony. She had dealt with her grief of loosing him, from his death. Granted she knew she didn’t have to curse him in the afterlife. If her brothers had anything to say about it, they’d do it for her.


She snapped out of her solitary reverie to hear her cell phone ringing. Confused at to who was calling her this late in the day, she glanced at her caller ID. Smiling a little at seeing the name flashing across, she flipped it open and put the phone to her lips. “Well I’ll be darn, I thought you were working tonight Sash.”

The voice on the other end let out a cute half laugh/half noise, “Hah! You wish Jade. I skipped out just so that I could call and bother ya.” she said with what sounded like a triumphant grin.

Jaden couldn’t help but shake her head in half amusement, half disbelief. Doing that sounded like something Sasha Roberts would do. Sasha was a very close friend to both Jaden and Jason when they lived back in Marian. You would say that she always ended up being the mediator between them and anyone that seemed to cross their paths. She had a bit of a larger skeletal structure then Jade possessed, but that didn’t stop her “take charge” attitude and semi-outgoing personality at times.

Jaden sat back a little as she cradled the phone with her hand, “So what do I owe the pleasure of this phone call? Lemme guess.. You got back together with Stephanie didn’t you?”

“Close! That was one of the reasons why I was calling you back.” she said as her voice grew a little serious with a hint of concern, “I was actually calling to make sure that you were doing all right.”

She shook her head with a chuckle. Stephanie Meyers was Sasha’s on and off girlfriend, but the two of them were more suited to say “life mates”. She heard a beeping of another phone call, but ignored it. She was knowing that this was one of the few times she probably get the chance to talk with Sash, so she would take advantage of it. Withh a chuckle she then stopped, hearing the other thing Sasha had said. Then she put two and two together. “Jason sent you a text message didn’t he.”

“Of course he would! Otherwise I would have just called his phone repeatedly until he told me what the deal was.” She then heard the anxiousness within their friends voice, “You two really need to either come back home for a visit, or get me out there to the sunny state of Florida to come visit you two. Its so boring without you guys here in Marian anymore!” she whined.

Jade couldn’t help but feel a small smile curl onto her lips as she shook her head a little, “You know we miss you too babe, and maybe one of these days we’ll…” she stopped when she heard the beeping on the phone to show she had a missed call and a voice mail waiting. Knowing she would probably need to see who it was, incase it was Jason or Gabe. Seeing who the caller was, she groaned. “oh what the crap…” she mumbled.

Sasha instantly picked up on this, “Let me guess, was it the asshole? Can I strangle him? De-manhood him so that he’ll stop being a pompous prick?”

“Your offer is indeed tempting Sasha… but sadly I think my mother would miss it… maybe.” she then shuddered a little at the thought. “Oh God, why did I even think about that just now? I’m going to be scarred for life….” she groaned.

“I was just going to say, don’t make me slap the sense back into you Jaden Alyssa…” she heard Sasha say to her over the earpiece before another beep came over, “Oh shit -- that’s probably Stephanie, I should go. But DON’T YOU EVEN THINK ABOUT GETTING DEPRESSED TILL I CALL YOU BACK AGAIN JADEN.” she squeaked out the threat. “Just take it easy and ill forewarn Jason that the asshole needs to be de-man hooded.”

Jaden smiled a little sadly but nodded with a quiet laugh, “I’ll try not to think about it so much, and I’ll talk to you later hon. Take care. Miss you.”

“Miss you too! See ya!”

“Bye…” she hit the ‘End’ button on that phone call and stared at it for a long moment before she finally got the courage to dial into her voicemail.

It was after that she wished she hadn’t.

Michael was inaudible over the screaming, cussing and bad language that he was using on the phone to the point where Jaden had to just click the phone completely closed, pushing the tears that threatened to come at bay back.

Just as she was about to put her head in her hands to hide the silent sobs that pushed their way forward, she heard a voice that spoke right up above her head, “You wouldn’t happen to know a Jason Hosten would you?”

She looked up to see someone standing near her table, gazing a little at her with his head tilted to the side. By all means the guy wasn’t a body builder, but he was in the definite bracket of the “tall Dark and handsome” types. He had short black hair and dark eyes that for most girls, would be incredibly easy to get lost in if you stared within them.

Tilting her head in the same general direction, she gave as much of a good natured smile as she could muster as she said back in return, “Actually yes…he’s my twin brother.”

He snapped his fingers right after she said that, as if he was hit with a rather enormous epiphany. “So then you must be Jaden! I thought you seemed familiar. You have a somewhat similiar presence about you like Jase does.”

Her ears perked up at that, and she decided to possibly throw a name out there of someone that Jason always talked about at home from school. “You must be…Johnny Bannister.” she said, not wanting to accidentally get him mixed up with someone else. “The avid musician who got my brother to actually pick up his guitar and start playing again.”

Johnny grinned a little sheepishly as he rubbed the back of his head, “Guilty as charged…” he then looked at her again, in a way staring into her eyes just a little bit, “…You all right hon?” he asked her as he slid into the empty chair across from her, somehow his eyes still transfixed against her dark hazel orbs.

Noticing his staring and trying to act as non-chalant as she possibly could ”Yeah...I’m all right…” she lied as she tucked a few strands of hair that began to fall in her eyes.

He shook his head with a half smile as he leaned in slightly, “You cant fool me Jade, your brother told me all about you.” he pointed with his finger to the side of her right eye, “And he was right, you may hide it, but those eyes of yours kind of speak for themselves.”

This kind of threw her for a loop. It figures that her twin brother would blab about her to someone… or was she just that easy to read sometimes? She looked away as she wrapped her arms around herself just a little as she leaned back, “I Guess I just…miss them is all.” she muttered slightly under her breath as she rubbed her sore arm to try and massage the tenderness that was built up within it.

He leaned back slightly as he looked at her with his eyes showing that he was paying an in depth attention to what she was saying, “Gabe and Jason?” he asked, making sure that he got it right. He had heard stories from Jason about how nasty their father could be. How the one person who took the brunt of all the negativity from the man, was the young woman sitting in front of him now.

She nodded slightly, before taking out her cell phone and accessing her voice mail, “Especially when this went to my phone when I was talking with a friend today…” she said as she let it play for Johnny to hear.

He took the phone out of the girls hand and listened to the man screaming obscenities in his ear about how much of a waste of life the girl sitting across from him was. Somehow though, he didn’t believe it. Not from the stories Jason gushed over the talent of his twin. It also, made him just as angry as he’d seen Jason get when he’d speak about it. How could this guy even call himself a man when he treats his own flesh and blood as if she’s dirt? Handing the phone back to her, his eyes held the look of pure anger and a mix of regret for her.

She smiled weakly and sarcastically as she shut her phone closed. “Nice huh…” she said as she pocketed it away. “So getting that hasn’t exactly made my night any easier when the two of them are out of the state at the moment…So yeah. I guess you can say I kind of miss them.”

Johnny seemed to nod a little as he listened to every word she said, “That’s totally understandable Jade…” he said quietly before he looked at the time, then back at her, “You got some time to kill?” he asked her out of the blue.

She blinked a little as he asked her that, “Well…I’m not planning on going home any particular time soon so I guess you can say yeah…I do have some time to kill. Why do you ask?”

He smiled a little and stood up, “I figured we could go for a bit of a walk, just to cool off some emotions if need be. You up for it?”

She thought about it for a long moment. The guy was a good friend of Jason’s…and if he was a good friend to Jase he wouldn’t really think of trying to do anything to her. Putting down the few dollars for her snack she had purchased, she stood up along with him. “Sure, why not?” she said as she put her purse over her shoulder.
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Chapter Five [04 Feb 2009|12:42pm]
It seemed relatively easy to head down near Lake Marsh and walk the length of the lake with Bannister. Talking to him in a small way, was like talking to a very weak version of Jason. Perhaps it was because the two of them were best friends in a sense. Jaden wasnt too sure. All she did know was the fact that there was someone she could minorly trust around her. Not to mention someone she could share the random tidbits of information about Jason to who would also get a good laugh.

She watched as Johnny doubled over in laughter, shaking his head as the two of them stopped to lean against a park bench. "No way! You've got to be kidding... he ACTUALLY did that?"

Unable to keep the grin from her features, she nodded, "It was more to save my arse, but he did it... i tell you one thing, it will probably be one of the ONLY times that Jason will ever be caught wearing a wig and my clothes.. he told Gabe that the bra was uncomfortable as well."

Johnny burst out into laughter again, as he rubbed his chin in a little bit of thought. "That gives me a good prank to pull on him sometime if he feels the need to blackmail me..." he said with a goofy yet devious grin on his features.

Looking over at Jaden, his grin softened into more of a smile, and shook his head. "Jason was right... you look so much prettier when you are smiling. Your eyes light up and it brightens up your features.. just like a Jewel would shine."

Jaden at that particular point felt her cheeks flush into a brilliant bright red hue. "The brat would say that..." she muttered as she felt a tiny smile curl on her lips. "He was always partial since he's my brother..." she let her eyes gaze down on the concrete, so she wouldnt have to look Bannister in the eyes.

Johnny smiled a little as he tipped her chin up so she would look right at him, "Jade... its not like that. Your brother was speaking the truth. You are beautiful.. whether you believe it or not." he then grinned, and putting that little 'accent' into his voice, he said in a teasing manner "I always have to tell your brother he is just sexy, but he doesn't believe me either.."

She felt a laugh push back from her lips in a cute little outbreath as she felt her lips curl back again into a grin. "I guess...."

He shook his head as he smiled at her, "I dont guess.. I know." He then looked at his watch. The time had caught up to them, and it was late. "The time does chime the tenth hour, where others fear to stay awake..." he muttered a little under his breath.

She looked over at him, as she finished his sentence, "Rest your heads young children.. for your slumber is for your sake." She looked at him with a look of shock, "You saw my poems i wrote? Wait, let me guess... Jase's kept a record of them and showed you on the blog hasnt he?"

He smiled as he ran his fingers through his jet black hair a little nervously, "I couldnt help it... you just simply have a way with words Jade. And Jase knows it too. That's why he love showing off what you say. It just... seems to come to life. As if you know things..."

She felt a blush start to form on her cheeks again as she was reaching for her purse to get her keys. "One who wishes to pull the words fresh out of the minds of fools need not be considered a wise man..." she said with a chuckle when she heard her phone go off. Reaching for it, not paying attention to who it was on the other end. She flipped it open, putting it up to her ear, "Hello?"

She held the phone away as if it was something burning hot against the side of her face, the shouting of her father echoed within the silent tomb of awkwardness between the friends. Biting her lip, she gave Johnny a look of Im sorry... as she got up where she was, and walked over towards the side.

Taking the deepest breath she could possibly muster, she raised the phone to her ear as she began to try her hardest to keep herself under control while she spoke to her worst enemy. "Dad.. dad dad DAD! Stop it... stop it! You KNOW that Jason is out at the store opening for crying out loud!" exasperated, she threw her hands up in the air; hearing the screaming and shouting he was causing in the background. She bit her lip hard after hearing the next stream of curse words and obscenities that flew out of the phone, "No... youre wrong on that. you're WRONG. Stop it... stop it!"

Meanwhile off to the side by the bench again,Johnny was getting rather frustrated. He was wanting nothing more than to just go walk over, take the phone out of her hand.. and tell the sorry son of a motherless goat what for. A father had absolutely NO Right to be treating his daughter the way this prick treated her. None whatsoever. Just as he was making up his mind, he stopped at the sound of his phone going off with a particular ring tone that he chose for his best friend. Picking it up, he turned his head to the side, his voice tight and stressed, "Hello?"

He felt a slight amount of relief as he heard the one person he wanted it to be on other end. "Hey Bannister, could you do me a favor? Could you call my house for me and see if my sister is there? Im just passing Lake Marsh and I wanted surprise her..." He could almost hear the other Hosten sibling grinning on the other end, "Since I know she loves it down there."

Johnny shook his head, "Actually bro.. you might wanna park and get over here." he didnt want to go into an extreme amount of detail, but he knew that above anything.. Jason needed to get his tail over where they were at and he needed to fast.

The voice on the other end instantly picked up on the distress in his best friends tone, "Bannister, what's the deal bud? You all right?" he asked, his mind instantly trying to register anything that could be wrong.

Johnny shook his head as he breathed in a shaky breath, "Im fine Jay... just trying to keep myself from getting insanely pissed off. I'm down here at the Lake with your sister... and the "sperm donor" you were referring to is in a heated arguement with her on her cell phone..." He muttered a slight curse word under his breath before he continued, "The son of a... has been on her case all day apparently..from what she told me."

There was a long silence on the other end of the phone, before Bannister blinked in surprise, hearing the change that took place within Jason's voice. "Thanks bro... hang tight im almost there."

"All right. See you in a few." he said as he flipped his phone closed. He then got up and turned his attention on Jaden, seeing she was indeed in alot of stress. The silent tears were flowing out of her eyes, as she was trying her hardest to keep her calm, "I was BUSY ... how many times do i have to tell you that i was WORKING and then went got food...?!" She flung her arm holding the phone down to her hip so she could turn her head to the side, covering her mouth to repress a scream as she swore profusely within her enclosed mouth, "Son of a..."

Johnny grabbed her hand for a small moment, and gave it a quick gentle squeeze. He wanted her to know that she wasnt alone within this. He knew that he would be there for her, just as Jason had been. Something inside of him just... wanted to be the one who would be there to help this woman when her brother couldnt. Besides. Jason was his best friend. And what else could he do then take care of his best friends twin...? To him, it would be sacreligious if he didnt take care of the Jewel.

After a moment, he saw a a black shadowed vehicle pull up next to their cars with a screech. Straining his eyes to try and look, he noticed how the dark figure was sprinting towards their direction. But he didnt have to strain too hard to know that the figure sprinting their way, was the killer shark -- Jason Hosten ready to strike.

Letting go of Jaden's hand, he moved towards the figure approaching them as he motioned with his hand, "She's there..."

Jason nodded in gratitude as he went running over towards his twin sister. He was cursing himself for allowing the opportunity for their failure of a father to slip past their periferals and attack Jaden when she was at her weakest. Finally reaching her side, he slipped his hand around her body, reaching to take her phone out of her hand. He watched as she whipped her head around quickly, seeing him standing there next to her. The look in her eyes seemed to say as if she was having a dream. He shook his head, mouthing quietly Give me the phone...

Taking the phone out of her hands, he walked towards the other side of the water fountain, before he put the phone to his lips. "Put... Mom on the phone." he stopped as he heard what almost sounded like a mix of surprise and anger with their father on the other line, "I ...dont CARE... put mom... on the phone... NOW." he said, the venom that saturated his voice was enough to cut through with a knife.

This was the moment she knew to step back, and to let Jason handle things on the phone. Slowly allowing herself to back up from him, she found herself bumping into Johnny. She felt him rest one hand against her hip as he held her lightly.

The two of them watched Jason being outwardly calm like on the phone, but the pure aura of anger just seemed to resonate off of him like a dark evil cloud, "Holy.....mother of God. I havent EVER seen him this pissed off." Johnny muttered out loud as the two of them kept their eye on him. This was one of the rarest of times did he ever see Goofball Hosten become such an angry human being.

Jaden leaned slightly against Johnny for a moment. She felt the pain going through her heart as her eyes were unable to stay off of Jason. "The darkness surrounds like a cloud of pain and anger that wont dispell until the lightning is released..."

Johnny down at her over her shoulder with a slightly confused look, "I dont quite get it..." he said honestly to her, before he looked over at Jason again.

Jaden shook her head, the tears still falling down her jawline, "Nevermind..." she muttered as she hiccuped. Theese moments when she was mentally and spiritually weakened was when she made the least sense.

Jason's face to anyone who would have been passing by would have seen it as a little scary.. but to anone who knew him, they would have realized it was only because he was infuriated. He knew at that particular moment, that they wouldnt be able to one hundred percent trust in their parents. The Sperm donor was a definite no, and their mother wouldnt help either. Why? Because she didnt like confrontation.

When he slammed the phone shut, he looked over towards Jaden, and his heart was at the point of almost breaking. Seeing her with that haunted expression within those dull hazel eyes of hers.. a look of almost childish worry and pain...was enough to break him mentally. With one smooth motion, he grabbed her arm, and pulled her into his arms.

He was wanting to cry on his own accord, but he knew he wouldnt. He had to be the strong one for his twin. She was the fragile one... The one whose soul had been broken over the constant destructive criticism of their family. He was the protector in her life, and damnit.. he would be there for her no matter what happened.

"Im sorry Jewel...." he breathed against her forehead, his lips touching it gently as his breath whisped through her brown tresses, his fingers threading through the silken strands. "Im sorry he did it to you and i wasnt here..."

She knew she felt so lost...but she hated the fact that Jason was feeling so torn up over not being here for her on it. She knew that no matter what happened, that at some point shed have to try to fend for herself against the evil man that was their father.

She leaned back a little, before she wiped away a few tears from his eyes. "..I know..." she whispered to him, her voice a little unsteady as she tried to clear her throat, "...I know you're trying to do everything you can... but I cant help but feel like I've taken away everything from you...everything you've had....."

He shook his head, before he took her face gently within his strong fingers, the tips caressing through her hair as her chin fit neatly in his palms. "Everything I need... is right here.. okay? You're all I need Jewel... you're all I need."

She bit her lip hard, the tears beginning to fall quickly and anew down her face as her throat pushed out the sob that had built up in there. He was right in a way... knowing that the connection between the two of them would be the one thing that kept them alive. She wrapped herself tightly up within his strong embrace, and allowed her moment to crack, so that their connection could build up the scar again.
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Chapter Six [04 Feb 2009|09:00am]
Johnny approached the two of them as Jason held onto Jaden tightly with everything he had. "Look Bro, if you dont feel like going back home, my folks arent home, so you're more then welcome to come crashing at my place." He smiled a tiny bit. "It'll be easier for your sister to get the sleep she needs, at least for tonight."

Jason thought about it for a long moment, before he tucked the strands of hair out from his sisters face. She was still a bit physically shaken, but she seemed to be calming down a little bit as he held her. "Sounds fine to me... Jewel, do you want to go back to Grams or would you want a night away from there?"

His sister thought about it for a long moment, before she whispered something as she tried to wrap her jacket around her tighter. "Welcome silent darkness will be more appreciative then the screaming loudness of blood and turmoil...."

Johnny looked over at his best friend, a little confused at what Jaden had just said. Shaking his head he smiled slightly, "She's saying she'd rather be away from the house and sleep slightly peaceful then deal with it."

Shaking his head slightly, Johnny couldn't help but repress a grin that seemed to play across his features. "Your sister is definitely a rare jewel in the ruff Jase..." he said with a smile, before he moved his hand over to brush a few strands out of Jaden's eyes, "Not that its a bad thing at all." he finished his sentence a little more quietly as he turned around, beckoning with his hand. "Cmon, i'll lead the way."

Jason kept his arm firmly wrapped around his sisters shoulders as he let his fingers soothe her in small circular motions. He sighed, his head resting against her temple as he mumbled in a frustrated tone under his breath, "Im sorry i wasnt there for you Jewel..."
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